Almost one year and I still struggle with shopping, cooking and eating every week. I used to love cooking. Food goes bad on the counter or in the fridge every week. I mainly just do what kids will eat. Part of me wants food to be gratifying, but it often just makes me feel sick when I try. I resent having to eat.
"I resent having to eat" - what a truthful and telling detail into grief. Thanks so much for sharing a bit about your daily grief experience and helping others "imagine" what it's like.
Almost one year and I still struggle with shopping, cooking and eating every week. I used to love cooking. Food goes bad on the counter or in the fridge every week. I mainly just do what kids will eat. Part of me wants food to be gratifying, but it often just makes me feel sick when I try. I resent having to eat.
"I resent having to eat" - what a truthful and telling detail into grief. Thanks so much for sharing a bit about your daily grief experience and helping others "imagine" what it's like.